NAMI: Joe, could you please tell us how you became involved with assertive community treatment?
One day I had my first major psychotic episode. I was put in a psych ward. All I remember was waking up in a seclusion room with no idea what I had done to get there. Over the next two years I spent 16 months in psychiatric units. I was from a small county and basically saw a counselor once a month, at the county facility. I was a revolving door client, and my life was seemingly becoming more hopeless. I was living with my parents or in a hospital, the main source of psychiatric support.
In the early 80s my county began an assertive community treatment program, and I was chosen as a client. Assertive community treatment was extremely different. I was given help to find my own place to live, vocational assistance, proper medication supervision, and help to learn to live on my own. I got relevant care, where I needed it. (The emphasis is Joe's).
Before assertive community treatment, my case manager kept changing, and there was no continuity. I found over the years, even with several staff changes on the team, that the team knew what was happening and what my past was. I also could trust the assertive community treatment people because we had a long relationship. Many times I felt I could count on the people who staffed the team. I could share feelings with them that I couldn't share with my large, loving family. I was also encouraged to make choices.
As time went on, I chose to fulfill a lifelong dream, getting a college degree. I did this with support from my assertive community treatment team. I also now work on an assertive community treatment team and have recently become self-sufficient, without Social Security and SSI. I choose to work in an assertive community treatment model program because I feel we can help clients who may need extra care but who have a right to live in the community. I hope to help people with severe and persistent mental illness recover and be able to pursue happiness in life.
NAMI: How did assertive community treatment help you get where you are today?
NAMI: How did you work with the team?
NAMI: Could you say more about the vocational aspects of your recovery?
I feel they also listened to me and let me know my dreams mattered. Recovery is a process. My first job was as a dishwasher, then I became a receptionist, janitor, then a cleaning-company assistant. All these jobs taught me the simple, basic aspects of work: showing up, learning to problem solve. The team helped me to see that I could do more and, if I wanted, to grow vocationally. I would, over the years, grow personally as well. I look at myself as a worker and colleague instead of a person with a mental illness. My illness is still part of me, but I chose to define myself as a person first.
NAMI: Are there other things the assertive community treatment team did that helped?
I think ACT's longtime relationship builds your confidence to do things and to take personal responsibility for your choices. It's a natural progression toward recovery. You can overcome and attain your goals. You can live independently. Some consumers feel assertive community treatment programs inhibit recovery. In my case, I found it really assisted me in my independence. I needed help, and the help I received from assertive community treatment empowered me.
NAMI: You have said many positive things about assertive community treatment.
Dreams are different for everyone. Assertive community treatment programs help those that most program models cannot. Some dreams may be to live in the community, not in a hospital, and to have a part-time job. The relevant community interventions of these programs can help create an environment for people with severe and persistent mental illness in which they can succeed, rather than being in institutions or on the streets with no treatment at all.
NAMI: How would you sum up?