Welcome to the IOOV Quarterly Newsletter. This newsletter was designed to share stories, current events and updates that are happening with the IOOV program. Please feel free to send any ideas/ submissions to Cynthia Evans. Thanks and enjoy!
"When I dare to be powerful, to use my strength in service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid."
-Audre Lorde, Activist & Writer
submitted by Jenna Miller, Connecticut
Allison’s life dramatically changed after she and her family moved while she was in high school. She was not accepted in her new town, and she began to have erratic sleep patterns and suicidal thoughts. Allison convinced herself that things would get better in college.
By her third year at
As part of her treatment plan at the hospital, Allison was prescribed medication. In a short period of time, she experienced a weight gain of 80 pounds. Meanwhile, she did not feel immediate relief from the pain she was feeling. Because of this, Allison stopped taking her medication altogether.
Allison soon plunged into a manic episode. On an impulse she moved to
After two further involuntary hospital
Once Allison got through the long, difficult process of the rehab program and mending the broken relationship with her parents, she didn’t want to that think anything was wrong with her. She didn’t want the label of mental illness and didn’t want to be open about it.
Things began to change when her mother became involved with NAMI and attended its Family to Family class. Allison remembers attending a NAMI Consumer Christmas party at the local chapter of NAMI with her mom. At first, she just sat and watched everyone else, but then she noticed that she had a lot in
Allison’s treatment plan initially involved going to rehab in the court program and having an encouraging psychiatrist. During this time she tried a series of medications but quit taking a lot of them. As time went on and she became more serious about her recovery, Allison began working hard with her psychiatrist to find the best medicine for her. At first she didn’t feel that he listened or cared, so she became proactive by telling him how serious she was about becoming well. Once he realized this, they started working together to make her recovery a reality.
Allison had to learn a lot of coping skills to deal with all of the things going on in her life. The books on tape really helped. When she was feeling sick, the books would just play to her, and she didn’t need to exert any effort. Melody Beattie and K. Jamison are authors who have truly been an inspiration to her.
It really helps Allison to make a list of things that she needs to do every day, because it helps her to see what she’s accomplished. Also, her parents have also been a great
For Allison, success means going out and sharing her recovery story. She has been working for over 2 years now as a Peer Specialist and about 6 months as the IOOV Coordinator for
Another hurdle she has overcome is not sleeping all the time. Sometimes it is extremely difficult to get up in the morning, but she knows that if she takes that first step out of bed to go to work, she has done something huge right there.
Allison hopes to continue in her current job and focus on college outreach because that’s what really resonates with her. In the future, Allison would like to go back to law school to become a Guardian Ad Litem, which is a lawyer that works with people who have been involuntary committed.
Written by Kerry Oliva
We've had some changes in IOOV Coordinators in the past few months. Please join me in welcoming the following people who have come on board:
Anthony Holscher- Arizona
Dion Shackleford- Washington, DC
Michael Stockdell- South Carolina
Michelle Fowler- Massachusetts
O'Neill Hernandez- New York
Ron Sarna- Oregon
2nd Annual IOOV Coordinator Training Conference
The IOOV Coordinator Training Conference is hosted by NAMI National and will take place September 12-14 in St. Louis, Missouri. This conference is for IOOV state coordinators to network and learn about strategies for marketing, recruiting, fundraising, outreach, reporting, and much more! This is a great opportunity for all of us to work together to make the program the best it can be. We will also be introducing the new coordinator's manual. State coordinators will filter the information back to their affiliates so that all coordinators are on the same page. We're looking forward to a great conference!
IOOV projects in the works:
En Nuestra Propia Voz (Spanish IOOV) - coming 2009!
*Spanish DVD complete!- available from NAMI National
*Spanish presenter manual (final revisions)- TBA
*Spanish program pilot in select areas/ states- TBA
click to read about En Nuestra Propia Voz in Spanish.
Resources on MAC: (click underlined resources to view)
· ¡Avanzamos! (Spanish Newsletter)
Ideal goal: enable trainers to teach presenters about incorporating multicultural aspects into their presentations
I Cry Alone
I cry alone.
If a woman cries in the middle of the night and no one hears,
Does her pain matter?
I go outside and try to find sympathy
But the dark is asleep.
Does it matter?
Do I matter?
I try to call out for help.
A warm touch.
Someone else’s heartbeat.
But there is none around.
I cry out to God.
He’s sleeping too.
Rest comes so easy for some.
Rest hides from me.
But tonight, there are no words.
There is no touch.
For I cry alone.
submitted by Lisa Corbin, Tennessee
submitted by Suzanne Worrell, Texas
Jill Zwick, New Jersey
Jill has been presenting IOOV since 2002, and has been an IOOV trainer since 2005. In her time with the program she has completed over 100 presentations in the state of NJ. Jill coordinates the IOOV program for most counties in NJ as a full time volunteer, in addition to presenting and training. She has truly dedicated her life to bringing hope to others about mental illness. She was recently honored with the "Distinguished Service Award" during the 2008 NAMI Convention in Orlando, Florida. Sarah O'Brien had the privilege of training Jill to be a trainer in 2005 along with the national IOOV training team. Sarah claims that "her gentle persistence is like strong water that will surely wear away the rock of stigma. Don’t be fooled by the woman’s soft demeanor. She is a formidable advocate!" Thank you Jill for all you do!